As some of you might know from reading my comments on certain things, I have what might be called hopes and dreams. Basically, my one major dream is
to be more than a fan.
I don't mean automatically become some jailbait boyfriend or something. What I mean is meeting her, and getting it past just a silly little autograph and a few exchanged words. For example, giving her my email address, and somehow getting her to email me, and then email me when I reply to her email, and so on, generally, be more than some meager fan.
It would be great to get to know her for a while, then maybe when I'm 18, hypothetically ask her to go out with me on a sort of date type thing. There's one problem though:
He seems like he'd be the "protective" type to push away a fanatical fan like me. Also, I quite frankly don't know if I could deal with it, her hypothetically telling me about her daily life and blah blah blah. Also, even if this happens, and she remains with him, my second major dream will be impossible.