YouTube Video

Subject: YouTube Video

Original Poster: FallenMorgan
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 03:44 AM

I got an idea from a girl on the comments called Kitty. She suggested that I do something sort of like that "Leave Britany Alone!" bs, but with less screaming.

Basically I'd like to put onto YouTube a video of me expressing how I feel. Maybe it will get enough noteriety and get on Extra! and whatnot.

The thing is that I'm afraid that I'll never be able to contact her in any way. With this plan she might know that I exist. I want to somehow be more than just a fan, I want to be atleast something to her.

Sadly I will be kept back by the Benji Madden bullshit. You see, I don't think I could stand being around her while she is serious with some guy. It's fine I guess as long as they're not together in 2 years, when I turn 18.

My hopes are that I can atleast be more than just a fan, be like a friend or pen-pal or whatever. Then in 2 years try to get her to like me as more than a friend. I have no manevolent designs to my dreams.

First I'd need some private time, because my father is here all the time and he's nosy, and second I'll need something like a webcam.

Wish me luck! I sent her a letter a month ago.

Reply: Enkil
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 04:02 AM

Hey FallenMorgan,

Good luck! lol

Sounds kewl. I'd be best if you start by asking for her friendship for now, etc. I'll post the video on the main page if you want!

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 04:55 AM

That's great! I'll try to get around to making it. What should I possibly include in it to make it two things:

1) Noticable to many youtube people.
2) Not too creepy

I want it to express how I feel and make it sort of noticable, like the "Leave Britany Alone!" thing, it was on youtube and then it got on Extra!

Would it be too much to briefly describe my disliking of her relationship with Benji Madden? I mean, just how I feel it would get in the way of our hypothetical friendship.

Reply: Django
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 09:25 AM

I don't know personally if you should mention Benji Madden at all. But if you do, I'd recommend concentrating on the fact that you don't think he's right for her/he's using her/not a nice person or whatever concerns you have like that. Just saying nasty things about his looks, weight, etc would only make you look bad (remember that Paris doesn't like people who are arrogant or rude to waiters).

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 04:49 PM

I'm not going to say he's fat or ugly, what I'm gonna say is:

Everybody has one person that's the most important to them, other than family members, and I feel that as long as [you] are with Benji Madden, I canbe nothing more than number two or so in [your] life. I know it's silly but I want to be more than just a fan, but I don't want it to be something like you pretending to be my friend.

That's one thing I might say.

By the way Enkil there is a real nasty bitch on the guestbook named Karin.

Reply: Django
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 06:36 PM

Well good luck in your video anyway (even though I shouldn't really say that to a rival for Paris's affections ). Sticking to what you most like about Paris, how you feel about her and being noble is probably the best idea. Your poetry is good and heartfelt, so that should be a good guide.

You're right about that Karin bitch. I gave up on reading the guestbook a long time ago, because of all the hateful stuff that gets posted by such sad malicious emtpy people. There seems to be no getting through to them and they breed like roaches. There was a religious nut called Karen a while back too, don't know if it's the same person.

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 07:02 PM

What did you think of my responses? I used a lot of colorful language.

Oh so your equally attracted to Paris, Django? lol. What do you mean by a religious nut?

Thanks for the positive comment. I'll stick to how I feel about her and whatnot. The main thing though is that I have a real nasally voice and a mild speech impediment where sometimes I slur words together and stutter.

The main issue is that I mispronounce "Hilton" something like "Hulton" or something.

Reply: Django
Posted on 15-3-2008 at 07:34 PM

You held your own well and with the bitch, but ultimately these people thrive on getting genuine fans angry and will just keep coming back as long as they're getting attention. They have no interest in facts and everything goes in one ear and out the other. I've defended Paris on quite a few places on the internet but there's always about a million more people with the same idiotic hatred of someone they don't even know a single fact about.

The religious nut was making a big deal about Paris poledancing as if it made her a stripper/prostitute or something (that was the first hint - only a religious puritan, someone very sheltered or a 1950s housewife would have such an extreme reaction). She made a big deal about Paris clubbing and then started making a big deal about Paris not keeping promises, having never been filmed going to church and went on about how you can't live your life without the bible. She had a relative in the same jail that Paris was in and was bitter about Paris's womens shelter plans not just happening right away. She seemed pretty disturbed to me as one moment she was praising Paris and the next running everything about her down. The whole sorry debacle was back in December and can be viewed at: http://www.parishiltonsite.net/christian-prisons-minister-criticizes-paris-hi...

Well any kind of impediment or source of personal discomfort can be awkward but I guess there's ways of dealing with it. I'm sure Paris wouldn't hold a mispronounciation of her name against you if you explained the reason. And anyone who makes a fool of other people's impediments aren't the kind of people worth bothering about.

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 16-3-2008 at 12:31 AM

How do you think she'd react if it got on Extra! or E! News and whatnot? I don't expect her to break up with Benji or anything, event though I will include in the thing how much it truely troubles me, mostly the 'property of Benji Madden' dogtag and the fact that she's going with him to Rapeville, also known as South Africa.

I'm not being racist. South Africa statistically has the most reported rapes of any country. Generally it just troubles me how close they are and whatnot.

Reply: Andrei
Posted on 16-3-2008 at 07:33 AM

"I got an idea from a girl on the comments called Kitty. She suggested that I do something sort of like that "Leave Britany Alone!" bs, but with less screaming."

Ridiculously and sad during one time,That I'm here... I'am bearded man with a bottle of beer in one hand... :cool:
- But don't do video about her life and about Benji-( this is all big joke ) ... Only your feelings to Paris... Write many tags at video "paris whitney hilton" tape " fan massage" love"clip"simple life"star" ...and more , couse people search for that, I think Paris also search for that sometimes...

Reply: Django
Posted on 16-3-2008 at 09:06 AM

If you got big exposure like that then Paris would definitely have to be aware of it. I think she would say she was flattered if asked about it. I can't make any predictions beyond that though and only time would tell.

Reply: Enkil
Posted on 16-3-2008 at 05:09 PM

Forget about the Guestbook. We've lost our Guestbook long time ago, so just ignore Karin. It has been invaded by haters since it was first created. In the beginning, I was trying to delete some of the bad comments, but then I just quit. I want to have a decent Guestbook, but people are using it as a chatroom too. So I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it lol.

But I won't permit the infestation to reach the forum or the comment section on the blog lol.

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 16-3-2008 at 05:46 PM

I'll only briefly mention certain things like the Benji Madden thing. The main issue is that I'll have to do it when my dad either has a pick-up or goes to a car auction on Fridays. He's not too open to my thing for Paris.

So I was thinking of making some sort of 'script' - give me a list of things to include.

Reply: Princess
Posted on 16-3-2008 at 09:31 PM

huh? I didn't really understand this :/
but from what I understood here is my comment.

if you want to get her attention do not mention anything she won't like ...like her boyfriend. I don't think you know him as a person so I don't think you can judge him so if I was you I wouldn't mention that. say stuff that will make her happy and say how much you want her to be happy. There is alot of stuff you can say

that video that chris did to britney, britney didn't like it so don't follow his footsteps ;]

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 16-3-2008 at 10:03 PM

Yeah, I don't imagine that I'll be screaming "LEAVE PARIS ALONE!!!11!!!!1!" lol.

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 19-3-2008 at 03:35 PM

I have my video blog up, but not the Paris one, I need some viewers first:

http://www.youtube.com/user/FallenMorgan

Reply: Andrei
Posted on 19-3-2008 at 06:09 PM

Very nice , make more ...
Maaaan,Your voice have a psychedelic effect,I have listen it 3 times... :|

Reply: FallenMorgan
Posted on 19-3-2008 at 09:35 PM

Thanks...I guess. lol.